Bored in LMC

This is my confessions...

#51: I have a shopping problem, give me money, and I can buy something I will never use or wear.
#52: I have tried, and failed, to create an anonymous blog; in order to tell the truth about some parts of my life.
#53: I can finish a pint of Ben & Jerry's in less that 30 minutes.
#54: I don't stress eat, I eat out of boredom.
#55: A single compliment can make my day.
#56: I miss VHS tapes.
#57: My butt currently hurts.
#58: I put my books on a bookshelf to show off that I read a lot.
#59: I don't know why I dance. I'm not tall, thin, or very coordinated.
#60: A clean room freaks me out.
#61: I cannot wait for college next year so I can meet all new people, and use the summer to make myself over.
#62: I am passing up two offers to go to Florida this year, because I prefer an empty house to my family.
#63: If I want it bad enough, I really believe I can achieve it.
#64: The only reason I have become more involved in school this year, is with hopes that it will go by faster.
#65: If you read this, you either have no life, or actually are curious to know more about me.
#66: I prefer the Across the Universe version of most of The Beatles songs.
#67: I love writing about myself, ha.
#68: I drink half a Slurpee, and leave it to melt, then drink the other half.
#69: Procrastination is key.
#70: I buy DVD's, watch them once, and never touch them again (unless Will Ferrell is in them).
#71: I've had a crush on one guy for the past three years, it wont ever get anywhere, but I like to give myself props for not totally giving up yet.
#72: I don't think Robert Pattinson is very good looking.
#73: I drink pepto bismol, and I love the taste.
#74: As a young child, I was at the doctors at least once a week, and discovered that I hated being "The Sick Child".
#75: Classical music makes me cry, I don't know why.

Confessions

So, the goal is to come up with 100 confessions, and write at least a two page story or antidote about the specified confession.
Might as well get started with my list.

Confession #1: I hit the roof of my van and call padiddle, when I'm alone.
#2: I strive to be like my older sister.
#3: I never get over an ex boyfriend.
#4: I pretend they never get over me.
#5: I wont drink a Slurpee if it has any other color straw, besides a green one.
#6: I was spoiled in my first serious relationship; therefore, my standards are too high.
#7: Caring what other people thought about me, I threw it out the window last summer.
#8: I love to write, but I am pretty bad at it.
#9: I don't care if my hair will fall out one day, I will keep dying it.
#10: Tanning makes me feel more attractive, I will stop when I see the first signs of skin cancer.
#11: When I was younger, I wished for sickness to be different.
#12: I don't strive to be better, I strive to set better goals for myself.
#13: My stupidest moments, I make up for them with wisdom in my writings.
#14: If it wasn't for my optimism, I am sure I would have gone into a deep depression sophomore year, and last October.
#15: I spend way too much of my money on food.
#16: I just got paid two days ago, where did my money go...
#17: I've dated a prude, a cocky jock, a druggie, and a USMC dropout, what else should I add to the list.
#18: Sometimes, I enjoy messing up.
#19: When you make fun of me, I find it horribly true, and funny.
#20: I crack my toes, knuckles, and back when I'm nervous.
#21: My nail biting isn't a nervous habit, it's a control issue.
#22: It's easier for me to fall asleep to Slipknot, rather than City and Colour.
#23: I can see myself still working at my first job, ten years from now.
#24: You cry, I cry, it's a reaction thing.
#25: I don't hate anyone.
#26: I feel the need to stand up for everyone, no matter what side of the fence I'm on.
#27: Call me a loner, I prefer the term "Independent".
#28: I will graduate from my high school; one hand with my middle finger held high, and the other holding a sign telling everyone to peace out.
#29: "I'm curvy and wholesome."
#30: My most valued possession is now a tattoo on the back of my neck.
#31: I broke up with a guy who had a job, a license, and was going to college. What the fuck was I thinking?
#32: I, obviously, get bored with relationships really easily.
#33: A shower without singing is like Amico's without pizza, it just can't happen!
#34: My hair is pissing me off, I'm going blond after graduation.
#35: My teddy bear is present every night in my bed.
#36: No you may not sleep on the left side of the bed! And no, I will not hold you.
#37: I still have sleepovers with my closest friend every month or so.
#38: Rams Horn, it's not a restaurant, it's a lifestyle.
#39: If a killer broke into my house, I would put some shoes on and hide in the tiny whole that is behind some wood in my closet.
#40: I currently see three half finished Starbucks Frappuccino bottles in my room, they were opened on Christmas day.
#41: I miss my long hair.
#42: In the past three years, I have lost thousands of pictures and writings because of computer crashes.
#43: I washed my van today, and probably wont do it again till it's warm enough to do it myself.
#44: Unlike you, I love my job, even though I want to shoot myself in the foot sometimes.
#45: I wear eyeliner, base, mascara, and brown shadow, everyday.
#46: I pull out my eyelashes if I keep my mascara on all night.
#47: New places scare me, and often give me panic attacks.
#48: I'm listening to Cute Is What We Aim For right now, the first band I was obsessed with in high school.
#49: One notebook is all I need to get me through half the year.
#50: I prefer the thrift store.

Ah, I got half!
I will try to edit and add more.

merry xmas.

All I got for Christmas (:
Vizio 22'' flat screen tv.
DVD player.
Twilight bored game.
Twilight "Scene It" game.
Green, 16GB, Ipod Nano.
Lil Wayne shirt.
2 Converse shirts.
Slippers.
Supper soft red, short, robe.
Fedora.
Random jewelery.
4 pack of Starbucks Frapps.
Lots of underwear (Santa never seems to forget).
Nail polish.
Lotion.

Gift Cards:
7 Eleven.
2 Starbucks.
Itunes.

Total Cash:
About $190, not including the $100 from my grandparents, that I already spent.


I must say I made out.
Now, I must save at least $50, and spend like $40 online.

My tree is bigger than yours (:

So, it is almost Christmas eve, and all is still.
Except, my mouse is stirring, actually for the past few weeks, it's been scaling the walls of it's cage trying to escape. I don't understand why.
Perhaps it's because my room scares it.
I haven't done laundry in two weeks, and I have officially ran out of clothes today.
If you happened to run into me, I was wearing a flannel top, white tank, and black leggings. I dressed it up with a high waisted belt, and my favorite boots! So it does prove one thing, I am very resourceful.
I still need to wrap presents, and make some others.
I am starting to hate Christmas.
But I will enjoy it the day after.

week 5.

I notice very little difference, and I am about to give up.

Community Bonding

I have never been a huge fan of the community bonding activities that happen inside the square that Plymouth, Inkster, Joy, and Middle Belt road make.
The picnics, I laugh at their failure. The garage sales, I don't bother even browsing. And the egg hunt, I secretly wish for rain. But tonight was different.
My mother, knowing I was dying while being stuck in the house, invited me to a neighborhood function at Wilson Barn. Caroling, hot chocolate, cookies, and fun. I didn't expect it to be, so I invited Shannon along to suffer with me.
We arrived to a packed barn, a small section of the Franklin choir, and Santa, who after a few failed attempts, finally came to town. And although I did not make my way to the long line for hot coco, I did find a good spot on the wall and chilled out with Shannon.
Twenty minutes later, Santa came to town, and the small children lined up to sit on his lap. And although I really wanted to get in line also, I decided to do Shannon a favor, and leave.
The event was more fun then I thought it would be. Maybe it was because watching people sing Frosty the Snowman warmed my soul, or maybe it was the creepy old guy that walked past us and said "Nice hickey." to Shannon. But it was probably the fact that for those twenty minutes, I was genuinely happy, and I blame all the people I was with for that.
Damn you community, I was normal and depressed living here, and you made me forget for almost half an hour! Oh well, I have returned to normal.
Can't wait to get out of here!